I can't fully express my gratitude for my sweet Jonathan. I thought I loved him when we were dating. I thought I loved him when we were sealed for time and all eternity. I thought I loved him when he took care of me each time I got sick. I love him so much more now than I did in those times.
This fall has been more than I could handle alone. On August 11th, we found out we were pregnant. I still vividly remember the change on Jonathan's face from sleepy to pure joy. On September 9th, I had a miscarriage. During the month of October, our plans for finishing school fell apart.
Jonathan has been my strength when I've been weak. I can't imagine a man showing as much patience and compassion as he's showed me during this fall. We are slowly figuring out our next step. I am so grateful to be married to such an optimistic and hopeful man. He has made this fall so much better.